Megan Thee Stallion is speaking out for the first time since a jury found Tory Lanez guilty of shooting her in December.
The Houston rapper opens up about the verdict and her experiences over the last three years in an essay for ELLE, calling it the “final time that I’ll address anything regarding the case in the press.”
“On December 23, 2022, the guilty verdict was more than just vindication for me; it was a victory for every woman who has ever been shamed, dismissed, and blamed for a violent crime committed against them,” Megan writes.
She has avoided the spotlight as part of her healing process. “These last few months, I’ve been healing after being in such a dark place,” she adds. “The physical and mental scars from this ordeal will sting forever, but I’m taking the necessary steps to resume my life.” I’ve spent the last few months avoiding social media and spending time with my dogs, hanging out with my manager, Farris, and praying a lot.”
She talks about the online attacks she received from Tory and strangers (“Imagine how it feels to be called a liar every day?”) and how the situation brought her closer to her cousin.
“I talk to her every day, but it never occurred to me that she was my best friend until this experience,” she says.
Megan admits that she “started falling into a depression” and “didn’t feel like making music,” but that she had to persevere. “I was still smiling through the pain,” she explains.
She is now in a better place, despite the fact that she is still dealing with the trauma. “I’m in a happier place, but I still have anxiety,” she says. “Talking about being shot makes me emotional even now.” I started journaling to help me process my thoughts, hopes, and fears. Prayer has also been therapeutic in my healing because it allows me to have honest and unfiltered conversations with God without fear of judgment.”
“I’ve accepted this chapter of my life as part of my journey, but I will not let it define my journey,” she continues. I’ve been dragged through the mud, but I’m so glad to have finally emerged with a new perspective.”
Megan has stated that this will be the last time she speaks publicly about the case. “My intention is for these words to be the last time I address anything related to this case in the press,” she says. “I understand the public fascination, but for the sake of my mental health, I don’t intend to keep reliving the most traumatic experience of my life.” I’ve decided to alter the narrative because I am more than my trauma.”
As a “survivor,” she has learned to “embrace the highs and lows of my journey” and is working on new music. “I’m excited to return to music because I’ve been transformed.” “I’m experimenting with new songs and sounds that I can’t wait for everyone to hear.”
Lanez faces up to 22 years in prison and deportation if convicted. His attorneys filed a motion for a new trial last month. On May 8, a judge is scheduled to hear the motion.
